I sit here enjoying this beautiful, cool, Fall morning with my cup of coffee in hand, pumpkin coffee no less. Listening to the classical music (Legends of the Fall/ #2 The Ludlows) that my daughter used as her wedding march last October, I reflect. As I looked at the CD case I see the word "Fall" and think for the first time Fall my favorite season, which is not the reason this soundtrack is my all time favorite. There is a personal connection to this music as it got me thru many, many long emotional drives/trips years ago. Then the darkness lifted that surrounded this music when my daughter and I were talking about her wedding plans and I asked what song were they using and she said I had the music. She dug thru my stack of CD's and when she played this piece I cried, as usual, and told her that I would be bawling at her wedding and everyone would be thinking I was unhappy. I listened to this music as my fathers life was ending....now...it represents a new beginning...a marriage. To help me see this song in a new light I played it over and over and over while I was sewing her wedding dress. It worked, I didn't cry at her wedding. She got married in the Fall, how wonderful that was for me to be celebrating a new beginning in what I see as a new beginning season. Most people see Spring as a new beginning, I don't. Fall is my beginning, crisp cool weather, bright leaves, the sun shining brightly and not sweltering hot. Nesting for the winter. Growing the wood pile, gathering the kindling and yes starting the fireplace for the first time of the season a bit too early and having to open all the doors and windows to keep from melting. Now that my pumpkin "harvest" is winding down I'll start cleaning up all the bits and pieces of shades of orange and shades of white fabrics in my sewing room. Lint rolling all the fiberfil fuzz off the navy sofa, and everywhere else, and storing what pumpkins that don't sell...for next year. I'm already thinking what fabrics I would like to have for next years harvest. I use the time I spend cleaning and reorganizing my sewing room to think about new projects.
I'll add that project to my list.
Wow, I can't believe it's been a year. I agree with you that fall is a season of new beginnings. It's amazing the inspiration that comes from this time of year. Loved your latest post. Keeping up with your blog motivates me to get my goodies photographed and posted. No sense in hoarding all the treasures here at home. Keep up the good work and keep those homefires burning.
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